1 Samuel 28:6 Saul prayed to God, but God didn’t answer-neither by dream nor by sign nor by prophet.
I’ve been there, and recently. In a few short months we lost everything to homelessness, twice. I lost my career in marketing and management, my ministry, our home, all our savings, all our retirement (investments), and the confidence my wife and children had in me. We moved into a rental house; evicted.
Homeless, my wife, two of our children and I lived with an aunt and uncle for several months. Moved into another house rental; evicted (after being fired for the third time). Homeless again, and lived for a while with a friend of my wife’s. Moved into our present apartment complex where now my wife manages these same apartments (praise God for His deliverance).
My sin? Pride, arrogance and presumption. God took it all away. I felt fired and forsaken by God. My wife and children lost all respect for me and ran from God as fast as they could. Today, they confess Jesus as their Lord and Savior, yet won’t attend any church, and their service is limited.
I sinned, and after a 8 year bout with very deep depression, God finally got through to me in my own personal revival. Little by little have I been restored to the covenant relationship we once had, but far less than what we had. We have a roof over our heads because God gave my wife favor with the management company. I had obtained my Health Insurance license and sold for a while. That dried up and I remain unemployed. However, God did arrange for me to see the light of the VA and now I have health care and military disability. I also have a very small income from doing some advertising for other properties.
I know what it is to feel forsaken. I was the problem, not God. I write this only for the people who are headed in the same direction I was. Humble yourself before God now, repent and realize your own revival. DO IT QUICKLY because judgment has already begun in the House of God.
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